start...

starting new knowledge
starting new environment
already full of colors of joy n pain
but i still not adapt to that condition
i can no longer endure the pain
i need to let go all the fantasies n back to the real world
please Allah
give me ur guidance
n help me out from this ridiculous fantasies
n back to achieve the better future
make me realise that i'm not a perfect person to begin with
n i'm just a person with no ability to be boast about
i'm just playing with my thought to make me believe that i'm the perfect person
n everyone adore me
but in fact i'm nobody
n people not recognise me
pity me
playing with my own heart n minds
please2
help me to get my self back
n be a better person
which is the real me....

fare thee well

i think its too late to watch TALENTIME but better late than never (thanks to adah for the video)...i guess every story that by Allahyarham Yasmin Ahmad have got deep meaning n it always reflects people in daily life...n also 'I Go' by Aizat at the end of this story is so so so nice n already fell in love(sorry this is the 1st time i hear it in english version)..never thought both version are good n soothing in my ear(feeling2..)...this is the lyrics for the english version...just want to share...

So long, fare thee well
The dancer and the dancing days have taken leave and fell
So turn down this bed of stone
Quench me with the deadly nightshade from the rose that you belong

The long December rain is falling now
Running down on streets to nowhere
Music is my life youre my sweetest nightingale
But I cant hear it here no more

And I go
I go

Hush now, dont shake or break
Words have fallen silent like soldiers to the grave
No matter what they do or say
Lay me on the sleepy meadow by the tracks upon your face

p/s:cried a lot watching this movie especially during the song...isk3