denial...

i begin with the imperfect me

hoping to be the perfect one in the end

but as time goes by

me myself not improving n

always behind

and now to make it worse

in the stage of denial

in the stage of doubting

in the stage of questioning

who am i?

taking solution by shutting my world out

from everything

but is it the best solution to everything

why did i think that it only make it more worse????

but denial is denial

no one can ever change it for u

unless u change it for ur self

n i never know when im going to change myself....